My heart is at peace now
Thoughts of you slowly vacate my mind
I have learned to ignore this feeling
The feeling that I once felt for you
I do not think of you anymore
At least not as often as I used to
I do not stare at my cellphone all day
Hoping to receive a message from you
Its not that I dont love you
Who knows, maybe I still do
But I dont care anymore
Maybe I have grown tired of waiting and hoping
I have given up dreaming
Dreaming that someday you will realize
How much you value someone like me
And that you have fallen in love
But alas, there is no more room for those dreams
Not now, not tomorrow, not ever
This is my last goodbye
I am giving up
Not because I've lost hope
But because I have accepted finally
That some people are not really meant to be
And maybe you were not made for me
Goodbye to you
And to the love that you will never know
Goodbye to us
The "US", that there never was
And never will be

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para sa isang taong dating naging mahalaga sa buhay ko. sana nababasa mo to. at habang binabasa mo ang bawat linya, sana sumagi man lang sa isip mo na ikaw ang pinariringgan ko. para sa yo yan.. oo ikaw! yung manhid at bulag! hindo ako galit dahil wala naman akong karapatang magalit. salamat! at paalam sau...

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hindi ako bitter...realistic lang..